LURVE OUR FRIENDSHIP

Hola hola hola....mood dh dtg nk tulis blog kali nie..hehe...so now nk cite pasal frenship me and a guy...erm,aku ni mmg la x abiz2 nk knl ngn mcm2 lakikn..hahaha...dh nama pn bosan life single so time to have fun with anyone i feel comfortable with...now,we begin with d story k...
aku knl diz guy since aku duk kt flat tu...slalu nmpk die kt umah dpn kteorg tp upenye die xduk kt ctu..umah die kt floor atas but slalu lpk kt umah mber kt dpn tu...kteorg ni bkn knl sgt jiran2 kt ctu..bwk hal sendiri je...tp orang yg slalu cbok psl kteorg sbb ramai sgt makcik kepo,pakcik kepo n ada gak mamat kepo dpn umah kteorg tu...sakit ati plak tgk mamat tu sbb slalu sgt ambik tau psl kteorg then sebar cite yg xbtol lak tu...haiyooo...dlu die pnh nk rpt ngn one of my housemate then lme2 die tu sgt annoying trus mls nk lyn la...dhlah menggelikan,tau x burger yg dh jth kt lantai n dh melekat ngn pasir2 pn nk mkn balik...yuxxx...ok,stop with d story of d annoying guy..aku nk cite psl kwn die bknnye die..hehehe...back to the story,aku dlu slalu gak dgr sora die duk berborak kt dpn gril umah mber tu..tp buat xkesah jela...lgpn aku tgk die cam sombong ckit...mber2 die if tgk aku slalu je tego...aku pn if tego dieorg sym jelah..aku nk org mulakan dlu..if some1 tu cam kerek je mlslah nk lyn..huhuhu..even if aku terserempak ngn die kt dpn umah pn xpnh nk senyum apetah lg nk tego...then aku pn buat bodo jelah everytime nmpk die..huh..
datz y aku xcaye now aku jd rpt sgt ngn die...aku just mula borak dan leoak ngn die bln 1 aritu...2pn skrg die dh move kt tmpt lain,dh x duk kt flat kteorg lagi...pelikkan,bila dah jaoh baru nk jadi kawan n close plak tu...tkjt gak bile die cal aritu,dia dpt num fon sbb kwn die ada simpan cz penah mintak tlg jwb survey dieorg..time tu dah kul 2lbh kut he n his fren ajak lpk...nk ajak yg laen sume dah nk tido..aku pn dh cuci muka nk baring dah time tu..tp xnak pulak dieirg ckp sombong so lepak jelah...aku pn ske berborak ni..
then dioerg amik aku kt umah trus lpk kt hakim...3org je lpk..best gaklah borak sbb aku sampai xdpt henti bckp...smpai dh nk balik pn aku bcite..pdhl 1st time lpk ngn dieorg...smpai kul 4lbh aku lpk pdhl ada klas pagi besok tu...2hari after tu aku msg die sbb time tu sgt boring sorang2 kt umah...so tergerak ati aku nk msg die...xsgke die rply then ajak lpk tp lmbt2 ckit...aku ok je...yg aku sronok when he said dat he's so hepi rcvd msg dr aku..yaaayyy....since mlm tu kteorg jd fren melepak...kdg2 smpai pagi kteorg lepak...rsnye kteorg makin close bile aku ikut my sis balik umah mertua die kt kedah...time tu cuti midterm...nak dijadikan cite,family die pn duk ctu...tp duk kt kl gak sbnrnye...byk sgt umah la konon...hehehe...time aku kt SP tu die jmpe aku n bwk aku jln2 smpai kt penang...dhlah nie 1st time aku smpai kt utara...i really appreciate everything die dh buat kt aku...time aku penang tu kteorg jln2 kt pantai..aku hepi sesanget time tu..even baru je kwn tp rs dh biasa je ngn die...for me it such a sweet memory we had spent 2gther.....
from penang to s.alam...we become more closer...ni yg aku payah ckit ni...bkn xtau aku ni,aku some1 yg xleh terlau rpt ngn guy,msti aku akan jth ati...doesn't mean love la just mula minat kt die...lgpun kteorg mmg nmpk more than a fren..ddk sblh2 n mesra yg terlampau...mber2 yg penah tersrmpk aku ngn die sume pk kteorg kapel pdhl just a friend...tp honestly aku mula jth ati kt die tp aku try control feelin aku ni...then aku tau die xdpt nk trime aku i his life sbb die dh ada some1...aku pn xphm,kapel ke bkn...tp 1st dlu die ckp bkn gf tp some1 yg die syg dr dlu smpai skrg...of course la aku xde hrpn...tp aku slalu n akan trus pecaye ng miracle,in future anything can happen rite...so at dis moment kteorg just mampu jd kwn special je...aku xkesah wp mb a bit frust kut...ilek ar,aku dh biasa cam ni...anything happen he will owest be my fren ever....i will pray for his success...yang penting aku sgt hepi dpt knl, kwn n rpt ngn die..hope he feel d same...ha,aritu aku buy smthing as a frenship gift...biasa ar aku,bile aku rpt ngn some1 aku ske give smthin,xkira ar die laki or pompuan...aku hope die simpan give tu smpai bile2....tau x,br2 ni aku bile smthing gak nk bagi kt die lagi...saje je nk bagi sbb aku ske bnde tu tp aku nk die simpan so die akan ingat aku smpai bile2...
honestly aku sgt hepi ngn die skrg ni,byk bnde die dh tlg aku...die some or kwn yg sng nk bg bantuan..tp aku kwn ngn die bkn sbb nk ambik ksmptn atas kebaikan die tu...sbb aku sincere n die leh wat aku hepi...aku yg slalu emo...hehehe...die chill je...hehehe...thanx u....i appreciate every single thing u dh tlg i...ape2 jd pn u ttp kwn i..mane la tau tbe2 kte dh xrpt n u dh xde dpn mata i,i slalu pecaye yg u owest close kt ati i...promise tau..we're fren wp u dh kawin ngn org yg u syg...i doa for ur happiness...tp i just nk u tau i dh mula syg kt u...mugkin bkn love tp sayang sebagai kwn yg owest me hepi....ok,all 4 now...anything about him aku akan update lagi...doakan aku a hepi life k...hope hajat aku tecapai...amin....