feeling and love is really subjective to understand....why we have too fall in love with some1 dat obviously not belong 2us...why why why.....i met too many guys and not all of them are special....but dis guy is so special until its hard 4me 2 4get him...we r fren now n forever...but nobody understand my feeling towards him....i try many ways to 4get him..but obviously i can't.....
oh God!please give me guide 4me to 4get him as some1 special in my life dis few month....i'm so thankful 2god as given me opportunity 2 knoe him...but i really sure dat i will never get him as i knoe how much he loves his gf...i'm too sorry coz i knoe i'm not deserve to belong to him...wutever it is i still pray 4his happiness...MEMORY IS HARD TO DELETE....I can still be his good friend but dat is not what i really want...dat is y lately i feel like freakin strange weirdo when facin him...but don't worry, u will never losing me as ur special fren...coz deep inside my heart u r my ABC SPECIAL ever...thanx 4being such a best creature on dis earth i ever met... :)
Friday, May 1, 2009
FINAL EXAM ABES SUDAH
Bukak tutup,bukak tutup mata aku nie upenye dh nk abis semester nie...lega dah sume keje dh siap...all d asgmnt and the special part is thesis dh anta...yaaay...paper final 2 je..23.4 & 30.4 je..hehehe...mmg la sume pon last minute nk stadi...yelah,asgmnt xsiap lagi..so xde mood nk stadi..
b4 first paper tu aku wat thesis ckit..then stop 1day sbb nk stadi paper prof amelia...hehehe..sakit otak nk ingat sume fact..adoi..poning sudah..then bila start exam aku jwb je...boleh jwb tp mse xcukup plak..so yg part blkng 2 mmg xabes answr la..lantak ar...lgpun carry mark cam ok je...hopefully okla..
then a day after aku nk stat balek wat thesis tu..tp nk dijadikan cite plak,pendrive wat hal plak..sume file word xleh bukak tmskla thesis aku tu...mampos!!!aku xtau nk wat cmner..sahlah aku ngn xai je ada kt umah time tu..both of us pon xtau nk wat ape..then mls lak nk kaco xai tgh stadi ppr mngmnt die...so aku nangis jelah...tinggal ckit je kot..xkan la nk buat balek..cam sial la pndrve tu...virus2,nape la ko sshkan aku nie...antara lulus dan gagal nie la..mmg babi!!time tu aku xtau nk mintak tlg sapa dh..last2 aku msg akmal,nber satu batch...then dia dtg ngn mut tlg aku tgkkn pndrve tu...then dieorg bwk balek pndrve tu sbb cam ssh je nk alokkan balek...after sejam lebih dia anta pndrve tp hasilnye ttp sakitkn ati aku...akmal ckp ada brite baik n buruk...yg baik tu file2 tu dh leh bukak xcept file thesis tu...adoiiiii....dandan je aku nk siapkan jd cmtu lak...mmg la carik psl ngn aku pndrive tu..if dia manusia aku dh tampa2 n tarik2 tetek dia...bodoh!!!!!!!sbb pndrve tu aku kena buat semula...menyusahkan!
tp finally siap jugak keje tu n on monday aku dah leh anta thesis tu...pastu nk siapkan asgmnt dr bahar plak...sehari je dah siap keje tu...pastu final stage focus ngn last paper...then finally abis dah...
happy giler....nexsem nk g praktikal lak...hehehe...xsaba dah nk keje...tp mst bz n xblh nk lpk2 ngn all the kelly's...i'm gonna miss them...mst dh xde mse nk main rogol2kn kwn2...hehehe...xdpt la nk tgk ana kena rogol tp xpandai defend diri....hehehe....2lah slh satu aktiviti bongok2 tp menyeronokkan kt umah flat kesygn kteorg tu..hehehe....
tp sedih xbalek swk....maybe raya baru balek...miss my home..miss my family...but its ok..i try 2b independence....intan boleh!!hehehee...yv penting,now mse utk rehat2 sblm stat praktikal...happy holiday :)
b4 first paper tu aku wat thesis ckit..then stop 1day sbb nk stadi paper prof amelia...hehehe..sakit otak nk ingat sume fact..adoi..poning sudah..then bila start exam aku jwb je...boleh jwb tp mse xcukup plak..so yg part blkng 2 mmg xabes answr la..lantak ar...lgpun carry mark cam ok je...hopefully okla..
then a day after aku nk stat balek wat thesis tu..tp nk dijadikan cite plak,pendrive wat hal plak..sume file word xleh bukak tmskla thesis aku tu...mampos!!!aku xtau nk wat cmner..sahlah aku ngn xai je ada kt umah time tu..both of us pon xtau nk wat ape..then mls lak nk kaco xai tgh stadi ppr mngmnt die...so aku nangis jelah...tinggal ckit je kot..xkan la nk buat balek..cam sial la pndrve tu...virus2,nape la ko sshkan aku nie...antara lulus dan gagal nie la..mmg babi!!time tu aku xtau nk mintak tlg sapa dh..last2 aku msg akmal,nber satu batch...then dia dtg ngn mut tlg aku tgkkn pndrve tu...then dieorg bwk balek pndrve tu sbb cam ssh je nk alokkan balek...after sejam lebih dia anta pndrve tp hasilnye ttp sakitkn ati aku...akmal ckp ada brite baik n buruk...yg baik tu file2 tu dh leh bukak xcept file thesis tu...adoiiiii....dandan je aku nk siapkan jd cmtu lak...mmg la carik psl ngn aku pndrive tu..if dia manusia aku dh tampa2 n tarik2 tetek dia...bodoh!!!!!!!sbb pndrve tu aku kena buat semula...menyusahkan!
tp finally siap jugak keje tu n on monday aku dah leh anta thesis tu...pastu nk siapkan asgmnt dr bahar plak...sehari je dah siap keje tu...pastu final stage focus ngn last paper...then finally abis dah...
happy giler....nexsem nk g praktikal lak...hehehe...xsaba dah nk keje...tp mst bz n xblh nk lpk2 ngn all the kelly's...i'm gonna miss them...mst dh xde mse nk main rogol2kn kwn2...hehehe...xdpt la nk tgk ana kena rogol tp xpandai defend diri....hehehe....2lah slh satu aktiviti bongok2 tp menyeronokkan kt umah flat kesygn kteorg tu..hehehe....
tp sedih xbalek swk....maybe raya baru balek...miss my home..miss my family...but its ok..i try 2b independence....intan boleh!!hehehee...yv penting,now mse utk rehat2 sblm stat praktikal...happy holiday :)
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