Penghutang 'halal'

Pokai, kering, kopak, tandus & broke!Haha!Sesuai sgt utk mendefinasi kehidupan sengkeka aku sekarang!

Nasib baik dah dapat keje. Tapi dapat gaji hampir more than half kena bayar hutang. Adoiiii sakit kepala!! Firstly bayar keta. Dah sebulan kot tertangguh. So kena bayar 2 bulan la jawabnya. Dah terbang RM900 kat situ ye. Hmmmppphhh.

Nak meneruskan daily routine with money memang payah. Nak makan pon tadaq duit. Tapi aku boleh menahan diri la kot tapi kete aku tu cm mana la nk bergerak kalo tadaq minyak. Dahlah hari2 ulang alik g KL.

Bulan lepas terpaksa jadi 'penghutang'. Nak buat cm mana dah terdesak nak bayar sewa. Tapi janji pinjam halal. Bkn Ah Long ye!Hehe!Pinjam ngn kwn2 la.

Baru ni pulak terpaksa pinjam lagi. Haiyaaa...pinjam lagi ka??? Mujur la ada sahabat yang prihatin. Mmg ayat mintak simpati la ni. Haha. Anyway thanks mem ku sayaaaanngggg...Promise i'll pay u back k! Then terpaksa jugak pinjam dr bapak yang tercinta setelah sekian lama aku tak mintak dana kat bapak. Malu sebenarnya!Tapi tu la aku cakap keadaan memaksa. Hurmmmm....

Then not forgetting n thanks so much to my kakak yg "boobies" nya sgt mantap. Haha. Lately aku mmg selalu kat Puchong. Kakak srh lepak sini je selalu,atleast mkn minum ada jugak org support. Kalo terdesak tpksa jugak pinjam sampai tahap malu dah. Cam nak sorok dalam tong sampah je. Haha. Ntah pape.

Hidup2....susah cmner pon kena keep surviving jugak. Aku ni dahlah manusia lemah tapi adalah kekuatan di satu dua sudut. Hope everything back to normal. Nak mula menyimpan, nak sambung study!!!Master is waiting for me!!!!InsyaAllah, nak convo sekali lagiiii!!! Tak puas rasa konvo sekali je. Hehe....Nak lagi nak lagi plsss!!! :D

Intan Cakap : Kais pagi mkn malam, kais malam mkn subuh...sebab aku keje malam balik time subuh!Haha :p

Not hating, just avoiding

Use to be someone i loves & still be the one. But slowly i try to delete u. Last month the most challenging month for my heart. Heart keep on beating because of mind always giving its signal n become a reminder to make me always thinking about u. I hate that stupid feeling as i nearly succeed in forgetting u.

Come with a few effort just to search for u. Try to asked help from your friend. Thanks to them but still u didn't try to give feedback to me. But i still keep trying & crying for certain reason that i not clearly realized. Until i heard something & read something that makes me hate u at the moment.

Try to move on. Slowly i think i made it! It's true that if u love someone just let him go, if one day he thinks i am the one n he comes back then he will be mine forever. First stupid things i did, removed all his friend from my facebook. Maybe that's not fair to his friend but that's the only way to avoid his black shadow from my life.

But suddenly......................a few days ago he call me!OMG! Not sure what i feel at that time. Shock!Nervous!Annoyed!Angry!Speechless! Seriously i'm not excited with that call. You call just to ask something formal. Atleast you asked something about myself. "how r u?"...."what currently u r doin?'...But unfortunately, there is no such question ok! But nevermind, u r not welcome anymore!

Honestly, i don't hates u but i try to avoid u. If we bumped with each other one day just pretend we don't know each other. That's better! Because i'm happy now, get myself busy with my job!From now on.......BYE BYE ABC! there will be no more ABC & pray for someone more suitable for me. Maybe XYZ....!!!But still no sign of any XYZ or HIJKLMNOP........hahaha!!!!!Happy happy happy!!!

Intan Cakap : TAK NAK SEDIH2 DAH!TAK MENGUNTUNGKAN PON!MENGHABISKAN TITISAN AIRMATA YG BERHARGA JE..........