Not hating, just avoiding

Use to be someone i loves & still be the one. But slowly i try to delete u. Last month the most challenging month for my heart. Heart keep on beating because of mind always giving its signal n become a reminder to make me always thinking about u. I hate that stupid feeling as i nearly succeed in forgetting u.

Come with a few effort just to search for u. Try to asked help from your friend. Thanks to them but still u didn't try to give feedback to me. But i still keep trying & crying for certain reason that i not clearly realized. Until i heard something & read something that makes me hate u at the moment.

Try to move on. Slowly i think i made it! It's true that if u love someone just let him go, if one day he thinks i am the one n he comes back then he will be mine forever. First stupid things i did, removed all his friend from my facebook. Maybe that's not fair to his friend but that's the only way to avoid his black shadow from my life.

But suddenly......................a few days ago he call me!OMG! Not sure what i feel at that time. Shock!Nervous!Annoyed!Angry!Speechless! Seriously i'm not excited with that call. You call just to ask something formal. Atleast you asked something about myself. "how r u?"...."what currently u r doin?'...But unfortunately, there is no such question ok! But nevermind, u r not welcome anymore!

Honestly, i don't hates u but i try to avoid u. If we bumped with each other one day just pretend we don't know each other. That's better! Because i'm happy now, get myself busy with my job!From now on.......BYE BYE ABC! there will be no more ABC & pray for someone more suitable for me. Maybe XYZ....!!!But still no sign of any XYZ or HIJKLMNOP........hahaha!!!!!Happy happy happy!!!

Intan Cakap : TAK NAK SEDIH2 DAH!TAK MENGUNTUNGKAN PON!MENGHABISKAN TITISAN AIRMATA YG BERHARGA JE..........